Food, Fireworks, and Fun

Hope everyone enjoyed their day off of work Fourth of July!

Look at this purty thing I took to my family’s BBQ.

Tuna and I were quite proud of ourselves. (He cut the strawberries and skewered half the flag!)

I got the idea from Pinterest.

Yesterday there was many a brewsky and a shit ton of “dirty eating.”

Maybe that’s the reason my new bikini from The Clymb looks like it is squeezing the crap out of my skin. I’m super bummed it’s too small for me. I always seem to do this about online ordering: i.e., get all excited and then the item doesn’t end up fitting me. Typ.

We watched the DC fireworks from my 16th floor balcony with friends – one of my favorite things to do.

I love turning up the WETA showcase of it on the TV so we can hear the slightly delayed music accompaniment to the fireworks.

Oooooh.

Da duh da duh da duh dun dun dun.

Ahhhhhhh.

The other cool thing is that we are so high up we can see ALL of the fireworks in the surrounding towns. It’s like a game to spot a show in the horizon. We can see the Alexandria’s fireworks, National Harbor’s, Bethesda’s, PG County’s, and more.

It’s freakin’ awesome.

Pretty blobs of light.

In other news:

  • I haven’t really had time to workout much this week, but I really need to make it more of a priority – which means long run on Friday after work. Wah.
  • Only one more workday until a four day weekend.
  • And….. because this makes me laugh in a horrifyingly guilty-feeling way…

Did you make any red, white, and blue food yesterday?

Did you get to see some fireworks? I hope you did!

Food Anxiety and WIAW

No, this isn’t the kind of food anxiety you’re thinking of. It’s anxiety about not having enough healthy food in the pantry at all times.

It started last night as I went to prep my overnight oats in the usual fashion. Then I realized:

I was out of organic rolled oats.

*!@!@%#^&^%#$.

Stop the press! Emergency!

Ok, so I didn’t have my overnight oats on a Monday morning for once. At least I have power. I’ll live.

But allllll morning on Monday I was grumpy because I didn’t have my normal breakfast.

The food issues continued as the day went on.

I usually bring my lunch to work, but since I didn’t have a chance to go grocery shopping over the weekend, I was forced to buy my lunch. I went over to the Cafe across the street from work, but they didn’t have power. (Of course my work had power though.)

I didn’t end up eating until 2pm after finally ordering a sandwich from Potbelly. At least I knew I would make it to Whole Foods that evening, and that all would be well on the food front soon enough.

It’s really weird – when I got home from the grocery store that night, and unloaded my goodies, I breathed huge sigh of relief.

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Huh? That’s funny I was SO relieved to have healthy food in the house.

I realized that not having a full stock of healthy food in my cabinet makes me anxious.

So then I asked myself: why?

Really, what am I worried about?

I’m lucky enough to be able to buy food when I’m hungry. I don’t need to worry like many people if/when I will be able to acquire my next meal. I know I’m not going to starve.

Am I worried about falling off the clean eating wagon if I don’t have food in the house? Maybe. I can definitely see myself ordering pizza if I don’t feel like going to the grocery store when I’m out of food.

If I order pizza and don’t keep up with my healthy eating habits, I guess I am scared I’ll gain back the weight back that I lost.

So….maybe it is the kind of food anxiety you’re thinking of, if the underlying cause of it is about weight.

And that’s not necessarily what clean eating should be about. It shouldn’t be about obsessing over what you’re eating so much that it causes anxiety.

I need to remember that I control what goes into my body and that if I don’t have groceries, I am not going to magically gain weight. I mean, c’mon, the Giant near me is 24 hours.

Time to take a chill pill and calm the eff down.

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So…..I’m not going to post everything I eat for What I Ate Wednesday. It doesn’t matter EXACTLY what I put in my body, as long as the majority of it is healthy and nourishes my body AND my mind.

As a reminder to me about what What I Ate Wednesday is about I’m going to try giving you a sneak peak into the general things I’m eating this week and my awesome din din creation last night rather than a play by play of exactly what I consumed.

My weekend breakfast lately has been a yogurt/fruit/granola combo, since I’m too lazy to make a breakfast involving any type of cooking on Saturday morning.

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I’ve taken to buying a new pack of granola, a new yogurt tub, and a new carton of blueberries when I’m halfway done with the first pack/tub/carton. Anxiety alert. Maybe I should start buying new food when I truly run out of old food, like a normal person.

My nuun shipment came in on Friday! Very exciting.

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So far I’ve tried the cucumber mint and the goji berry green tea. I’m a little hesitant to try the tangerine ginger flavor because I’m not usually a fan of orange flavors. But I’ll try it, I promise! I drank the goji berry green tea flavor on my treadmill and it wasn’t too flavorful to have on a run.

Tonight’s dinner was an oldie but goodie:

BREAKFAST BURRITOS

Whole wheat wrap
2 eggs
Cheddar cheese
Guacamole
Salsa
Chopped red onion
Chopped and sautéed potatoes

And to keep up with this month’s WIAW theme, check out my daily mile page to see my fitness log.

Have a fab fourth! 

Are you weird about HAVING to have food in your house, too?

What are your Fourth of July plans?